Are you where you thought you'd be today? I'm not to be quite honest. While some things in my life are dreams realized I'm not who or where I wanted to be at this age. I thought by now I'd have a successful career doing something I enjoyed and living in a place a little bit more exciting. However, on the other hand, where I am today is by far a better place than where I was fifteen or twenty years ago. I guess that's a definite plus and as someone once said, "hey, it could be worse". I think my job is what makes me so dissatisfied. I tell myself, it's just a job, it doesn't define who you are as a person or the quality of the life you lead. Is that true? We spend so much of our daily lives at a job that how could it not define us as an individual? Are'nt you always a doctor or nurse or teacher or mother or father no matter what the situation?
I want to be surrounded by pretty things and live a joyful happy experience. When I'm old, if I should live so long, I don't want to sit on the porch one day asking myself if I were truly ever happy?